Worthless Wife

It's really bad here today. My husband is under the gun to move out of the garage he rents, because he doesn't have the money to continue renting. So he has to find space in our 1.5 car garage to store the stuff he used to keep in a 3 car, plus the tools and lawn mower, bikes, etc.
He is so stressed and so down trodden, that he can't pick himself up anymore. He has let life defeat him.
When I look at him, I can't even see him anymore. The man that used to love me and care for me and our children is gone. All I see when I look now, is total disgust for me and the burden I have caused him. I really believe that he not only doesn't love me anymore, but that my husband hates me.